Wednesday, 31 March 2010, 02:39
i tink i shud change my attitude frm childish to mature bit cx i already 18years old but attitude like small kid.some more now keep have stress from my future road and studies i tink mature life is gonna start already frm diz step!cant be childish cause diz will make my family member tink me as kid and etc and comment me again.i tell my galfrenz i wan be mature she like sad.but i force to let myself mature le cx i am d only son in diz family le + i already 18 le.(my mum always say i 18 noe do diz n dat and bla bla bla)and she sometimes say me useless cx 18 still slack here n there nvr work and my results sucks til sick la!my paper will retake in jun so i tink i shud chnge to mature cant be childish anymore cx diz paper is my chance to cntinue my future.2april 2010 i strt job le aso ned show the mature attitude.sometimes tink my age is the most farn time cx need choose my future road how to walk and many many *end*
but just now i tell my gf i wan chnge she look like sad n moody n i fel her she is crying but i noe i very hen xin cx i wan chnge.bt i dk wat 2 do just now ned CHANGE CX NOW I 18 LE NOT SMALL KID!EVEN HAVE SMALL KID BRAIN ALSO NED MATURE CX NOW MY PARENTS WAITING ME TO yang dem back CAUSE IAM D ONLY SON IN DIZ FAMILY.
Got which people want change to teen life one?
even 100% if teen only 20% will think want change.
i prefer my kids life cx alot of fun and everything.
but now problem im d only son in diz family so need be mature cant be kids anymore!
i know diz will make my gf hurt but no way also ned change cx i 18 not 4years old!
i got ask my gf b4(u really can tahan me wen i study stress i will like dat)
she say(can)but at d end now i tell her she say she cant chnge me and dk wat my parents
have she tink me b4?
i hope she understnd me bah :(
i also dun wan be mature
but kena force myself be mature
cx my future!
SHE TOLD ME
ii think ii should nt be in tis world ii making everyone moodswing and angry and those inocent ppl all get scolding for nothing
sry jus dun care me ... ii thnking back smth ... u go do ur things bah ...
i also dk how to explain
feel wan chop ownself now=(
